I feel so alone
and my only escape
is the place that I loath
I'm simply a failure
There's no other take
I know they mean well
but I've so little faith
I feel like a villain
When they tell me they care
Because I know it's misplaced
and I know it's not fair
They don't really know me
They've bought a facade
they can't really see me
But they've left my heart thawed.
It's a cruel twist of fate
That I'd grow so attached
That I'd find I relate
That I'd be so outmatched
I find in the end
When it's all said and done
That the wounds just won't mend
And I'm not having fun.
As much as it hurts
I know it is true
That I hate to love /u/
And I hate to love you.